Still miss her.

My heart aches till this day. How long has it been? 3 months I guess...

The day that should've been.

Allo! It's March 3. Last night should've been the best concert of my entire life. Being said that, Foo Fighters, the best band ever! I'm quite bummed & of course devastated that it didn't happen. Oh well... Blame the sickness.

It's been 2 months & 2 days since I last saw her. She's still running in my mind. Can't get the idiot out of my head. I miss her. Only time will tell when i'm gonna see her again. Now's just not the right time I think. There... Why am I not doing anything? I guess I don't wanna do anything stupid. Am I afraid? I know I should've fought for her. But it wasn't enough to make her forget about him. All that I know what can be done now is try to win her heart somehow.

I really miss that idiot. Tsk.

Unaware of the time, still wondering if she will ever be mine.

I haven't been blogging. I know I've been saying that in almost every posts I made before. Main reason is no time. So yeah... I'll do a quick on here. It's 5 plus. It's late. Every night before I go to sleep, I'll always have questions. About? About her... It sucks. It kills me every night. Dying to know. Dying to know if a tiny mini bit of her still have feelings for me somehow. I must be delusional. But no. If she ever said that I was, then she's absolutely wrong. Because I'm just fighting for something that means everything to me. She really does mean a lot to me. I really have to fight all that I've got as long as I feel it's worth it. I know it is. Even some of my friends are against it. Yeah... I'm stubborn. I haven't told her that I love her yet. Worse... I haven't told her that I like her. She knows that I do but not love her. I I guess I'll never know unless I did something. But not now...

After Vday

I feel a bit bitter & pissed off.

20th/Vday

I haven't been blogging. Oops! Anyways! Happy belated 20th Birthday to me! Happy Valentine's Day too! I'm not doing anything later. A part of me would want to. I really don't if I should. Is it too late?

Jogging.